Was chatting with someone and discussed about someone who had left us to be back to where she belong. I guess anyone with the right mind would have guessed who she is.

He said we should let the other party know how we feel but I don't see the need to. However, I felt better after saying out the problems I faced with the friendship with her to him. She's not updating her life with me. I know nuts about what is she doing over there whereas her other friends knows. You can say I am petty, you can say I am jealous over them and in actual fact I am. I felt sore throughout the conversation with him. My heart even ached and to the extent that I teared. He keeps on telling me that I am more important than the other. But I don't feel it. Not even a hint. He said I could cheer her up and not him even as a boyfriend of hers. I don't know whether to believe his words. He's like the boy who cries wolf. If you were to ask me how often do the two of us talk? Rarely. But there's some occasional greetings. I'm already contented that she bothers to say 'Hi' to me. I want to continue the conversation but there's nothing to talk about. She no longer confides in me. No more.

Our friendship is drifting further and further as days pass. I don't wanna lose you, a wonderful friend who had taken up a place in my heart. I know you would come cross this but I would never know how you feel...