I really do not wish to carry on lying. The feeling is really terrible. I've been holding back my tears since dad came to fetch me. Xiaowei has supportive parents. Why is my family so anti towards Christ? I really envy her... Last Saturday during discipling, Jean and Janice were asking me what will be the worst scenario if my parents found out I have accepted Christ. Well, I guess I would be abandoned by them. So dear friends, if I ever come begging to you to take me in, sympathise with this poor girl here. But I shall be optimistic. I have hidden this from them for almost a year and a half and I believe I will be able to stand strong and wait for the right time God says I can reveal. Meanwhile, I will continue praying hard and behave my very best to prove to them that Christ doesn't lead me astray. In fact, He had led me to be a better person and I am very sure that they will see it one day and feel the presence of God themselves. Amen!

This is TORMENTING :'(

No one can stop me from loving God :)

I'm happy for my dumb mummy!