I've developed a number of phobias since the period when I kept falling sick.

1. Eating before transportation
2. Eating in public places
3. Eating too much fried stuff
4. VOMIT

No doubt I didn't have a 'relaspe' for a while but I've yet to overcome these problems and they are partly the reasons why I don't want to go out or travel far. I've been having images of me vomitting, people puking all over. Whenever I see or hear people vomitting, I feel wobbly. I often feel queasy. I don't know if I really feel nauseous or its mental.

The main reason is that HL is a lazy pig! Been wanting to excercise to improve my health but what have I done? Recently, I feel that my heart is pumping twice as fast as before! And the other day, I dreamt that I had cancer! And my menstrual cycle dropped from 32 days to 26 days. Gosh. I'm really afraid.